I have dealt with my hardships, and so have you. This is not a reason to think your life is through. There are some worse off; there are some worth nothing, and you think of taking your life, then you're fucking selfish. You further your endless fight...no way to live. Taking life for granted, or taking pity in yourself. Keep positive. Don't be a victim, sincere to yourself. Live long, live free. You could have it all, it's not beyond you grasp. If you fail reach further, don't stray off that path. Dreams will be smashed, loved ones will get hurt, all because you though of yourself first. I have seen this first hand, it took my father away...but I stayed strong and I am still here today. Live long, Live free.